i used to have a couple of relationships which i treasured so much.
and i came across some memories today,
realizing how juvenile, stupid and silly i was.
but we were happy, at least, i guessed.
however, i've approached the relationship in a totally wrong way.
being strong was never easy back then.
i've learnt. really learnt how to cherish my family and friends.
then you came along,
giving me a mo ming qi miao trust.
a trust in you, that i could rely on you.
you're a completely different person from all my prev ex.
i sense security, happiness, love and a future with you.
frankly speaking, you are too good to be true.
the kind of mindset of so many things,
the understanding you showed,
the consideration you gave.
i am not trying to exaggerate,
but these are what i see in you.
never ever in my life had a guy,
who treats me in such a respectful, yet lovingly manner.
being in and out of relationships has fixed my mindset that,
all guys are the same.
but you're a total difference.
i told my gf, that i don't know how long will all these sweet moments last.
she replied : "forever, he's a nice guy."
:)
sometimes, i wonder, am i worth your efforts?
but eventually, i couldnt answer myself.
so, i decided.
to put in my best, like really really best, in this r/s.
without any regrets.
because you're worth it.
appreciate all the things you've done for me, dear.
you = more actions than words.
i feel so lucky.
right now, words cant express how much i love you.
its so much more than "head over heels".
hehehehehe.
lets work hard for our future !
xoxo
f
3:36 PM
said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.
