when it was good,

we were sitting on top of the world,
when it was good,
no i never wanted nobody else.
when it was right, not like tonight,
when we were sitting on top of the world.

whew, finally some time to sit down comfortably & blog.

was having an afternoon nap yesterday,
then shixiong called ard 1pm and asked me out!
and so, as planned earlier,
met up with shixiong, gh, stan & feifei ard 2pm+
headed to Jurong Safra for kbox session :D


bigbig thanks to gh man!
we sang frm 3pm til like 8pm?
best thing is we're charged at 10bucks nett!!!!
:D


we had loads of fun, as usual :D
its damn cool la the choose song thingy,
LIKE IPOD.
touch screeeen. still can play games !


after that, sent gh home,
cause he had to book in luh :(
then me, shixiong, stan & feifei,
headed to chong pang for dinnerrr.
had sataysss :D
then hsh. thanks shixiong for the lift !



hmmm, work was alright today.
i had things to do,
and they could easily be completed in 30mins.
guess how long i took to finish them up.
4 hours :D
AHAHAHHAA.
i even called shixiong to chat mannn :X
and shixiong's dad plays facebook lah!
so cool man !!


dad came to pick me like at 5.30pm today,
he was caught in a jam on the expressway.
then went home, found out that my bro's hp screen cracked -.-
and DAMN sony ericsson,
why only got FOUR service centres,
and none of which is even within the proximity of my area?


went down all the way to Bishan J8,
cause they closing at 7.45pm,
queued and waited,
then in the end, the girl said its not covered under warranty -.-
had to pay 107 bucks to replace it.
like so bo hua cannnn.
so we went home -.-
wasted trip mannnn.


alrights, im going to turn in soon!
sleeping is such an enjoyment man ! :X
good night world.



i got you stucked in my head.

F

8:16 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

forgive quickly, kiss slowly,
love truly, laugh uncontrollably,
and never regret anything that made you smile.

this weekend i played mahjong, watched transformers,
worked, ate, slept alot, listened and sang Blind for the whole day.
sigh. why is it so hard to let go ? :(


You left your mark.

F.

11:00 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

That I loved you more than you'll ever know,
A part of me died when i let you go.


_____________________________________________

Its 5.21am now,
came home an hour ago.
well, i woke up reluctantly at 2pm + this afternoon,
by shixiong's sms.
was kinda surprised tho,
cause he asked if anyone's watching transformer.
and i rmbed him saying he'll be catching it with his colleagues..


woke up, steamed some food for myself,
took medication & eyedrops,
then slacked infront of the comp.
played a lil of audi with dear & fio.
then it was 6pm soon.


took a bath, washed my clothes,
had nice dinner whipped up by mum,
then asked dad to send me over to shixiong's place :D
went to shixiong house & watched tv :3


then ard 8.30pm, left his home,
drove over to pick stan up from cwp.
headed to feifei house for mj!
AND GUESS WHAT.
the instance stan stepped into feifei's rm,
he went, "eh this guy very familiar."


THEY WERE PRI SCHOOL FRIENDS.
same class for one year somemore.
HOW SMALL CAN THIS WORLD BE !!!!!
haha, as i was telling shixiong,
luckily they weren't foes or smth :X


played a lil mahjong,
then went on to playing texas LOL.
so dumb luh can,
NO MONEY = ANYHOW ALL IN LOL!
the chips like free one,
no chips = kope from each other hahahaha.
heh, then we left ard 11.45pm.
shixiong didnt wanna be late for the 0005 movie :X


when we reached cwp,
the tix office were like packed with queues.
met huiyu & weihong.
lol lah that weihong walked out from the gents,
then he saw me and said,
"EH, very familiar leh"
LOL. ass :X


YEAH. finally got to watch transformer !!!!!
like what i told my friends,
i wanna watch and judge the movie myself.
i dont care if others said it sucked or its very good.


Personally, i felt that the movie was well-played.
i'll give it a rating of 9.5/10.
megan fox is hottttttttttt!!!!
apart from the interesting storyline,
i must applaud to the green and red cars.
THEY'RE SRSLY FUNNY.
LOL.


all in all,
i wouldn't mind paying for two or three more tix.
to watch the movie again xD


hmmm, the sty in my eye hasnt gone away yet :(
i've alr been sleeping for two full days,
like at least 10 hour per day.
but its not going away yet :(


one and half hour to 7.30am.
prolly lie on the bed and think of smth.
then gotta go to work.
sometimes, it sucks to go back to work on a SATURDAY :(
but well, that's life.


p/s : i'm so addicted to Lifehouse's Blind !!!



After all these time,
would you ever wanna leave it,
maybe you could not believe it,
that my love for you was blind.


IMY,
F.

5:21 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

you're nothing but a dream.


what if, what if one day.
i sleep and don't wake up.
wonder where will i go to.
will my absence affect anyone?


sigh, its freaking 2am and i'm so emo-ed over life.
its getting pretty mundane.
i have no idea why.
its like so routined.
and im definitely not liking this.
i need to add more spices to my life,
but how ?


and damn the sty in my eye.
it gets pretty irritating,
hope the swell goes off tml.
and i'm on mc tml too ! :)


maybe, i should just concentrate on living my present,
rather than making myself unhappy over my future.
i want to be happy !

i need a getaway.
i need you.

2:02 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

i'm going blind.
got this pimply lump under my right upper eyelide.
it's very very irritating & painful :(
sigh. why will like that !


weird, probably due to the weather,
i've been feeling damnnnn sleepy.
keep falling aslp at work x.x
despite sleeping at 11pm last night,
i slept for an hour just only -.-
i think my body is screwing up alr lol.


anyway, been a tiring day yst.
went to work, then after work,
my family came to pick me :D
went to E-Hub to bowl.
DAMN. the receptionist there should just get sacked.
she refuses to give us 2 lanes,
we have like FOUR bowlers leh.
walaos. damn spoiler.
anyway, we bowled til like 9pm.
then went to mac for dinner.


hsh after that, then went online for awhiles,
and went to bed. like freaking early can ;x


anw, i dont know whats wrong recently.
have i become overly sensitive, like what nic said ?
or are ppl around me over-reacting.
its really maddening when i'm so in the mood to do something,
then for some stupid reasons, spoil everything.
fuck lah srsly. zzz.
i'm sorry, i just needed to complain.


and, thanks kwongie,
for introducing this damn good song by Lifehouse.
i think they're underrated too.

Blind - Lifehouse
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go


&
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer .


F.

2:33 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

i'm feeling pretty lethargic now.
as if fever may come down on me anytime.
plus a lil of emo-ness,
i don't feel really good this morning :(


one day, what if all of us only had 10mins before the world ends?
what would you guys do ?
i'll probably tell my friends i love them for the last time,
and hug my family to sleep.


what peok said last night was true.
about the time frame, understanding & knowledge of you,
it all happened just too quickly, sub-consciously.
i took a step back & thought.


Anyw, 30 Days from nevershoutnever!

30 days till Christmas and I know
Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year
I have so much to show
One more month and all I need
Is a sign from you, that you think of me
If you don't, than please just say so
Cause all I do, is think of you

And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see
I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
And I'll send it your way
So you see why I love you

Who would've thought that someone like me
Could've fallen in love so easily
I know that you know that I know what I want
I know I can't have it but give it a thought
I know that it sounds crazy, baby
But all I do is think of you

And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see
I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
And I'll send it your way
So you see why I love...

Every you through my way
I know it's hard to say, but it's a crying shame
That I came all this way, with so much to say,
But all that came out was "happy holiday"
A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody who love a place to lay my head
But I got 30 days and I'ma make them count
Cause I can't call it Christmas without someone to smile about.

11:11 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

And i know that next to you is not where i belong.


Do you believe in love at first sight ?
I think you do.
Those are the best days of my life.
I never want to be without you.


Probably, the last song you'd send.
Friends, nice song for you guys.
Matt White - Best Days (:


Work was fine today.
Boss gave me some stuffs to do,
on behalf of those paus he bought for me for lunch,
which i didnt asked him to buy,
i did quite a neat job for him :D
but its yet to be completed.
say only 1/5 done ?? :X


hmm, checked out from a friend that,
ultratouch BLACK costs like 550 at a priv shop @ far east.
shall consider buying that end of this mth :D
black is love luhhh ! oh my.


after work, dad sent me home,
played piano for half an hour,
then dad sent me to yishun luh :X
met up with Wenlin & Paul @ swensens.
Yangrong didnt make it cause he had to finish up his A lvl research x.x
and Mr De Silva had to prepare stuffs for his students.
for the upcoming 1 week extra holidays for the studentsss.


so in the end it was just three of us.
trying to dig out those good old days :D
we were like, talking about ava days,
how we climbed through holes in the gates,
after playing playgrounds and ended up late for sch.


i rmbed i got slapped by paul once i think.
definitely by a guy called jacob ong :X
then my mum was called to school,
then i kena scolding too -.-


heh, tried to bring up as plentiful memories as possible.
it was fun & funny luh,
looking back at the days,
when we were all young.


had dinner at swensens,
then settled for at starbucks,
since paul was sooooo gian and excited over that 24 hr cafe -.-
we saw amy & li wen,
also from our pri sch. hahahah
i bet they couldnt recognise me alr.
for i've grown so much fatter ! :X


ahhh. we slacked til near 9pm,
then parted luh.
took 969 back, went to the badm court,
to find my bros.
played like for half an hour,
then the court lights out luh.
went home & took a quick shower,
then dad drove us to adm mac.
cause peok wanted to buy supper.
(:


its 1.35am now,
my eyes are closing,
but i dont know why,
i dont feel happy.
like, a lil of emo + sad.
:(


bowling @ downtown tml evening at 6pm,
and YAY my mum found my bowling shoes =D
she even polished them for me !
looks great. hopefully the soles arent worn off yet,
still can slide i guess ? :o
i shall put in my best effort tml.
no game below 100 !


alrights,
good night world.
good night to you.

With love,
F

1:19 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

it's quite disheartening.
but afterall, its quite one-sided.
and its real crazy to make a confession at 2am.
ahhhh well. time to move on.

now i'm unhappy.
:(

3:16 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

No matter how hard it is,

It's time to move on.


Oh my, i slept til 7pm this evening !
Just came back from celebrating Father's Day,
at SSC's Aston. Yaaa, my mum loves that place!
Anyway, my n73 is gonna die anytime soon!
I've left it to charge last night,
and in less than 5mins, the whole phone was damn hot.
:(



Putting all those aside,
i wanna blog bout Saturday !
it was the best day of this year so far man :D
why the best?
because i did something really happy for the first time!
i guess only dear knows about this :X


went to work, as usual,
boss allowed us to leave earlier, like at 12.15pm,
cabbed down to dear's house.
and you know what !
angiedear's mum was so nice luh,
she prepared chicken rice for lunch.
then me, dear, dear's sis & her mum,
4 of us had lunch together.
like, the feeling is so close luh :X
like a family :)


then then, had chats with dear,
and we started to bake cookies !
hahahaha. intially i wanted to use my cutters,
but its quite hard to use them,
cause the dough was quite soft & sticky,
so we manually moulded them :X

the cookie dough mix :D

dear made those normal circle ones.
i tried making heart-shaped ones.
then suddenly thought of gingerbread man.
and while attempting to make that,
SOMEHOW & SOMEWHAT,
idk why also, it turned out to be a lizard -.-
THEN i started creating insects !
like cockcroach, caterpillar & butterfly?
lol im quite good at it ok ! :X

first round of cookies :)

baking in process.

heart-shaped eye pig :X

piggggg :D

for you i will :)

here comes the lizard :X

and the roach :X

butterfree & caterpie !!!

LOOK AT THE BIG PIECE OF COOKIE.
dear made that :X

nice heart shape mould there ! :D


dear made this Subway sized cookie LOL.
her sis made an angel and a bear,
which didnt turned out to be one after it came out of the oven :X
welllll. ahaha we had a great time i should say :)


after allll the cookies were baked,
dear and i used icings & wrote on the brownies ! :D
then we kept them in containers & left them to chill in the refrigerator.
then began to pack up.
dear went to shower,
i used her lappy awhiles.
then went to wash up.

brownies :D

icings :D

the cookies & brownies :)

spot my cute containers :X

afterwhich, we left her house.
dear was meeting wh at jurong..
i'm supposed to meet n at bb..
initally we wanted to bus to our destinations,
but the buses were taking such a long time,
and i think dear was in a rush cause wh reached quite early.
anyway, while waiting for the buses,
we took some nice photos luh ! :D
then dear decided to cab to jurong.

first attempt.
NICE ONE :)

favourite pose cannn :X

dear took out her elmo :X

i saw the container cover & thought of this :X


we got onto this cab,
and the cabbie was, WOAH,
anti singapore government.
hahaha but some things which he said are quite true.
but he's a lil tooooo over luh :o
heh, then we got off at jurong,
dear intro-ed me to wh :)
then my train came and off i go ! :X


went to bb, walked around while waiting for n.
couldn't find any shop that sold my eyeliner :(
then, wanted to get something for my dad,
but really dunno what to buy man !
i guess the cookies were good enough :X


met n, passed him some cookies,
then went off luh :D
took a train down to amk.
met sihui. for movie !
we caught i love you man.
it was quite a hilarious show luh.
i'd rate it 7.5/10.
oh yah! we bought subway for dinner,
and smuggled them into the cinema !
HAHAHAA.


then after the movie,
girl left luh, she had another bbq to attend i think.
i waited for my dad outside amk hub.
and of all times, my phone died on me -.-
luckily i brought my psp ! played djmax :X
dad went to pick my mum from lavender then come pick me home :D


cause my dad haven't had dinner,
thus we acc him to the coffeeshop at our estate there,
he had some porridge :D
and guess what, my dad told me to drive home :X
so i did. LOL.
damn lor there was a car who came out from the car park,
and he didnt see me coming.
then my dad go horn at him :p


tsssk. it has been a month since i last drove.
i must curb my habit of keeping so close to the centre line -.-
even my dad is nagging me on that.
oh welllll. gotta book lessons like nx week luh !
TP's coming AGAIN. sian :(


hmm, gonna have dinner with pri sch friends & a teacher tml evening !
then my dad's off on tues, gonna go bowling at downtown after work :D
and weddd, farewell dinner for elishaaa.
busy busy ! :D


alrights, its near 12.
gonna turn in soon :X
hehe. i didnt know im so good at sleeping.
indeed my hobby :D


good night world.


maybe i should let things go its way,
its great enough being your friend (:
what's more i can expect ?
move on fer.

10:45 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

i had a long day last night !
met perper at wdls mrt,
went to school, met john & nic.
played badm.
and i didnt realized that there was a badm court there :X
well, like what i told them,
i studied and have only been at SB.
which is on top of a hill.
so you can't blame me for not knowing the school well !
i even got myself lost on the way to GEMS classes -.-


hmmm, had lots of fun last night luh !
we had some serious badm session.
nic and john were so much better than us can :(
i keep getting smashed -.-
damn.
time to practise how to take those zoom zoom shots ! :x


we played from 6plus til near 8.30pm.
then slacked awhile at the area near the bball court.
afterwhich, me and perper left first.
cause john & nic were heading back to batok for dinner.
so i went back with perper :D
hey perper, if u ever see this,
THANKS for acc-ing me to school yst ah :)


perper met slee for dinner.
i asked shixiong, gh & stan to go cwp acc me eat :X
shixiong was like complaining lah,
like im so honoured to have 3 guys,
to acc me :D
hehe.


initially i wanted to have long john,
but when i saw BK, i changed my mind ;x
so we went in, got a place,
and shixiong & gh watched me eat :o
stan was a lil late cause he had to bathe and all.
and guess what, when i was ordering my food,
this guy stood next to me,
then im like..eh, familiar pants.
then i turned and look,
IT WAS PERPER LOL WTF.
stalkerrrr :3


anw, perper & slee sat behind us,
then we were busy chatting.
not long, after i dug into my food,
meimei called me, she said she saw me at BK.
i was like huh where are u !
then she said she's buying food @ the pasar malam,
with her colleague. heh.
so i invited her to come over & chill.
she came, then stan came.


ok the main point that i'm trying to bring across is,
can you all imagine, getting laughed at by SIX GOOD FRIENDS ?!?!?!
over SOMETHING i didnt understand !
OK LAH, i mean, i admit i'm the noobest lah,
since ONLY ME didnt know.
but can someone explain wth is
GEYLANG FISH TANK ????
-.- i srsly got no idea man.
walao, bully lor :(


then after eating and the crazy laughters,
meimei went home,
me shixiong gh and stan left to check movie timings.
AS USUAL, perper was still eating -.-
hmmm, movie timings were kinda late last night,
and most of us didnt felt like watching one,
putting the idea of plucking durians & prawning aside,
i suggested to play pool at wdls centre ! :D

SEE THE MONKEY BESIDE SHIXIONG ??
HAHAHHAA.

so off we went. took 856 there.
then we played pool til near 1am,
caught a 913 bus back to cwp.
then the guys wanted to have suppperr.
decided on 888.
guess what.
WE WALKED AGAIN.
oh my. i think, yst i lost at least 2kgs.
LOL.


was damn lethargic lah yst,
with muscles aching from head to toe,
eyes half-opened :x
but i tell you, it was real fun at 888.
the cracked lame jokes & those qian bian wen da ti.
heh, we had lots of fun & laughter lah !

GH's food.

Stan's food.

Shixiong's food.


AND, cause shixiong ordered Roti John,
i nv eat before whatt. then they were laughing at me,
ok thats not the point, but i saw these little pieces of,
"lup cheong" which is taiwan sausage in canto.
THEN STANLEY SHOOT ME.
he said, you want Allah to kick you is it ! LOL.
wth, how i know lahhhhhhh it just came to my mind what !
:(


alrights, then we slacked til near 3am,
cabbed home alone this time.
no way im gonna WALK. LOL.
wayyyy tooooo tireds.
went home, bathed & went into coma !


ALRIGHTS, i got to go already!
my boss is letting us leave early like now?
12.15pm. hehe.
gonna cab to angiedear's house now !
COOOOKIESSSSS here i come !
wheeeeeeeee.



kk byebye world.

IMY.

With love,
F.

11:59 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

yet another friday passed.
knocking off in 30mins.
meeting perper at wdls ltr,
go sch tgt, playing badm.
with N & John (:


hmmm, last night went home to nap after work,
woke up ard 8 plus, went to adm to have dinner,
with my bro and dad.
mum's away at Genting now.
enjoying the super nice weather luh :(
then we went to yishun safra for some pool.
DAMN. i'm getting worse at it.
to the extent of pocketing no.8 in the wrong pocket.


work was alright today,
as usual, nth much except for a few orders.
the workload usually comes in on the 15th,
and the last day of the month.


called shixiong just now,
fancy him slping during lunchtime -.-
damn pig.
and he asked me nv eat lunch ah,
i told him no appetite, cause mense came.
then he was telling me to drink blood !
it's smth like yi du gong du -.-
wthhhhh.
like that all female can become vampires luh.
hahahaha !

do all good things come to an end ? :(

signing off,
F.

4:31 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

I had an enervative day yesterday.
asked permission & left work at 3.45 pm :D
dad came to pick me, went home & changed,
picked ah peok up,
and 4 of us were on our way to Chong Pang CC !


we had a two hours long & arduous badm session.
initially, we played 2v2,
then my dad was worn out ;x
then we played 2v1.
me vs my bro & peok.
it was a good run for me lol.
but not too bad, still can play.


then we took turns to play against each other.
gotta play more regularly,
i need to improve my footwork.
and my smash ! always smash exactly on the tip of the net :(


we played til 6.30pm,
then dad drove us home.
my desktop's net is down.
problem due to some TCP/IP not enabled -.-
anyone can help ?
tried fixing it with help from piggie & peok,
but to no avail, the problem still persists.
guess i've to call the repairman alr.


bathed and went out for dinner,
at the 24hours mini coffeeshop @ 688.
after that, my dad, bro & i proceeded to Orchird Country Club !
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE.
guessed what we did ?
YUP, we bowled ! :D :D

my silver ball :D


come to think of it, it has been almost more than a year,
since i lasted spinned a ball :x
our games didnt started off quite well..
but we got better (:
anyhow, i couldn't find my line to stand -.-
but luckily, i still rmb some tactics,
which uncle adam used to teach me :D


there was an urge to get a new ball last night.
reason being my balls are core-less u see.
i kept missing pin 5 luh !
cause my ball didnt follow through ! argh !
or perhaps, my spinning was good enough.
but anw, cant wait for the next game !
probably with stan & sihui :D


we three bowled for 3 games,
then it was getting late,
& my dad had to go work at 4.
thus, we left the alley near 11pm.
hsh (:


alright, its time for some complaints.
MY ARMS AND LEGS ARE ACHING LIKE MAD :(
esp my right arm. goddddd.
and why the hell do my coy have stairs !!!
go toilet also need to climb 20 flights of stairs.
rarrrr.


heh, but nevertheless,
i enjoyed myself yst :D
oh ya, this morning,
the cabbie was very friendly!
he was chatting with me how punggol/sengkang HDB flats are so darn small.
i rmb him saying "my friend's kitchen can only fit 2 fat women".
like wtfffff ?
hahahaha.


i realized by cabbing to work,
i meet different types of uncles.
there was one who was also very nice.
but there were a few who were damn nasty.
they even gave me the wrong change!
might be on purpose.
but, i'm not gonna get upset over them.
not worth it :x


damn, its only 10.13am and why am i so sleepy!
yawning has became my 2nd hobby i presumed.
and why is FB's bejeweled downnnn ?? :(
i need a nap, like now ! :(
alrights, til then peeps !

bowling for soup, lol.


with love,
F

9:42 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

yet again, he made me cry.
dear N, its not that i've not let go.
but tears just come naturally.
maybe of what he said,
maybe of how i felt,
maybe of the relationship.
but i'm glad that you're there (:
perhaps for one last time.


it all boils down to a single word.
"Hurt"


weilong, thanks for letting know,
how i've made my mark in your life.
how i've carved our paths the day i responded nastily.
the day i didnt want us to be friends.
you just make me feel again,
nothing i said is right.
and also, for not being able to understand me,
after 2 years plus, til date.
its quite disappointing.


maybe because you don't have much true friends,
or maybe you just don't like to pour your woes out,
this doesn't give you the chance to change my way of doing things.
like listening to music, lyrics, friends, family or even drama.
i do admit that the above-mentioned factors plays a major part in my life.
and i'm affected by them to a certain large extent.
but, this is me.
i'm a jovial person, not one who would bottle troubles up.
i'll cry, yell and confide in friends.
please accept this fact.


and i'm not letting this affect me.


because i've moved on.


with my family & friends around,
i'm truely very happy atm.
thanks angie, peok & sihui.
for being there too ! (:


hmm, sent my mum off to Lavender last night,
she's away to Genting with my grandparents & aunt.
might be my grandparents last trip :(
it was my grandpa's "last wish".
well, all of us have to leave this world someday.
its only a matter of time.
and i pray nothing goes wrong there.
because the medical services sucked big time @ M'sia.


then after dropping her off,
my dad brought me and my bro to the Marina Barrage.
its situated at Marina Bay,
where the steamboats, bowling alley, kite-flying activities took place in the past.
i kinda miss that place. had a maple guild outing there before too. heh.


i find that the Marina Barrage is a very good place for lovers.
also for students. its a very condusive place to study.
given the level of atmosphere & solitude.
there were quite a handful of visitors last night.
think we took less than half an hour,
photo-taking & exploring the place.


laters having a badm session at 4.30pm to 6.30pm.
hope my dad ends work early, so i can sneak off earlier too :D
alright, i'm gonna end this post with a final dedication.
to weilong.


Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush
(p/s : except for "when i grow up", i don't really like P.D songs.")
thanks sihui for introducing this song.
it totally fits my situation now.


I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough, you should have known

I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you gotta hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me
Because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurt
I never needed you to be there every day

I'm sorry for the way I let go
On everything I wanted when you came along
But I ain't never beatin', broken not defeat and
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explainations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say
Baby

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

No more words, no more lies, no more crying
No more pain, no more hurt, no more trying

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby

_____________________________________________________

its time to wake up from my dream.

my shadow's only one that walks beside me,
my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating.
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me,
til then I walk alone.

8:25 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

Randomly, i visited my old blog.
From there, i realised how much i've changed over the years.
In terms of the level of maturity & personality.
From a bubbly & naive girl,
I'm now, at least, a grown-up.
I used to do things without thinking of any consequences.
But now, I don't.
Well, this is how i feel luh.
P/S : Ignore this post if you're someone against me lol.


I missed my past,
when we were young.
so carefree, without any worries.
sigh.


anyway, putting that aside,
i've found a handful of photos.
memorable ones (:
plenty are taken with bowlers !
geeeez.

POL-ITE , Yishun Safra.

taken @ Mount Faber, Safra.

with Uncle Adam, @ Chevrons.

With gab, @ Yishun Safra.

Thats about all for bowling pics.

This was taken somewhere with angie at PS, when i was in year 1.

with Kurt ! :D

My family & i went for a complimentary makeover session !

Hmm, met up with sihui after work yst night.
caught The Taking of Pelham 123.
ITS A DAMN NOOB SHOW.
FRIENDS, please DO NOT watch it.
*thumbs down*
i'll rate it 5/10.
it was quite a disappointment !!!

yeah, and btw we had dinner at Nebo.
hey, their curry rice + chicken cutlet is quite nice !
just that their serving is quite huge ..
but i'll definitely go back for more ! :x

she still owes me the photos !
RARRR.


alright, lunch time.
i'm freaking hungry.
shall go get some food :D
til then !


with love,
F

10:18 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.