i don't wanna grow up.
i want to play toys and have fun whole day long.
playing catching with friends,
where there isn't any "hatred" or "love".
when everybody were so juvenile.
we would say "i don't friend you already",
and the next instance we could be laughing our ass off.
i missed those 50cents noodle soup.
and 30cents yakult with a freebie (sticker/toy).
playing the scooter everyday,
kick and scoot all the way to pick my bro from kindergarten.
my dad bringing me to the park everyday at 5,
where i'd cycle and never fail to fall for some reason and get cuts all over myself.
where i wouldn't want to go home for dinner even though the sky is turning dark.
where i would tell my dad "5 more minutes" when i'm on the swing.
school was a playground.
classes weren't a bore.
tikam tikam, erasers with countries flags printed on,
shakers were the IN thing.
not forgetting the 30cm long wooden ruler.
i would play and play and play the whole day.
go to the toilet with friends just to talk about someone else.
avoiding prefects who would take down your name on the blue notebook,
if they caught you running within the school compound.
yes i miss all these little little things.
i don't wanna grow up.
liabilities > assets.
there are so many things to worry about,
financial issues are never-ending,
competition, stress.
:(
i'm really tired.
f
7:10 PM
said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.
