i am so emotionally unstable now.
a song can remind me of so much memories,
tears just roll naturally.
lol. this is what i get afterall.
life is bullshit man, srsly.
i am so fucking tired.
but i just cant fall aslp.
sigh.
don't you ever feel tired of wearing a mask?
you win hands down when it comes to this.
never in my life have i been so fucking hurt by a friend.
7 years for nothing srsly. lol.
this could probably explain why you're still unattached,
and probably not have many true friends who really care.
at least i do :)
i vow to treasure the true friends in my life.
currently there're actually 17 of them in my msn list :)
it feels heartwarming to hear words of concern from California too.
random much, but yeah.
its 2am again...
:(
f
1:56 AM
said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.