i am so emotionally unstable now.
a song can remind me of so much memories,
tears just roll naturally.
lol. this is what i get afterall.
life is bullshit man, srsly.
i am so fucking tired.
but i just cant fall aslp.
sigh.
don't you ever feel tired of wearing a mask?
you win hands down when it comes to this.
never in my life have i been so fucking hurt by a friend.
7 years for nothing srsly. lol.
this could probably explain why you're still unattached,
and probably not have many true friends who really care.
at least i do :)
i vow to treasure the true friends in my life.
currently there're actually 17 of them in my msn list :)
it feels heartwarming to hear words of concern from California too.
random much, but yeah.
its 2am again...
:(
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1:56 AM
said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.
Confessions :
I haven't been a good friend, daughter, nor girlfriend lately.
Truth is, no one truly understands how i feel. Maybe even myself.
We all put on smiles as an accessory so as to assure the public that we're fine,
but the actual fact is we're breaking down deep inside.
Life.
fml.
1:26 AM
said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.