afterall, its just another perfect ending fabricated by you.
you will never understand nor even try to understand me.
i want it my way because you want me back.
you have yet to show any efforts,
and all you ask for is my confirmation.
dyou think we'll really be happy when,
my heart isnt with you + you're putting in your best?


you might find my words hurting to you,
but have you ever thought of how much your words might mean to me?


both of us are just reluctant to put ourselves in each other's shoes.
this is something that is keeping us forever apart.
i'm not saying that you are wrong,
but i'm neither implying that i'm wrong too.
maybe both of us are right,
in our own fucking situations.
but both of us will never meet eye to eye,
because i don't know what you're thinking,
neither dyou understand me a bit.


you know i hate people beating about a bush,
and you chose not to be straightforward.
you know i always do things my way,
disregarding what others say or see,
but you chose to rebutt on the way i do things.
you said you love me,
but all i feel are just empty promises.


go ahead and find an occupant,
who'd be so willing to sign the documents for you,
before you pass your house to her.
i've got kicked out of the house once,
so i won't sign them beforehand anymore.


so why should i take your hand,
when you can't promise happy endings?


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2:42 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.