after so much talking and stuffs,
you still don't understand what i want.
instead of proving your words,
you're pushing me to my limits,
further away from you.


dyou think its considerate to spam calls at 2am?
and lucky you, when i managed to fall aslp,
you had to wake me up and made me waste another hour,
trying to get back to slp. really thanks.


please. you can't possibly expect me to tell you EVERY step.
you've got to learn yourself. stop relying on my answers.
if you feel irritated and vexed, then i can tell you,
you're not for real at all. because you aren't even willing to wait.
probably its like what you said,
a sudden urge to get back together.


come on, we've got so many problems in btw us.
you're not gonna solve any, but create more,
by asking me if i'd reconsider and reconsider daily.
let me tell you straight. you're only a good friend to me now.
like the rest. so please do not expect anything from me.
and if you're really pissed upon reading all these,
or feel uncomfortable or anything negative.
please, just let me go.
move on with life.


f

11:24 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.