have you ever thought of being someone else?
are you happy with the way life is path out for you atm?
dyou feel that there's so much stuffs you wanna do,
yet not having the ability to do so ?
being awake at this hour sets me thinking.
different people have different perspectives.
not mentioning names, but you know who you are,
some said, my life is pretty much miserable.
some said, i'm very fortunate.
some others beg to differ from the former.
so many types of view,
of which i actually feel?
it all boils down to something i believe in,
which is, how you put yourself in my shoes and interpret.
of course, casting aside the everyday emotions and moods.
i'm pretty much helpless at times. or rather, lost.
i cant figure how my parents lived up to now.
because i cant see myself in 20 years down the road.
what will become of me?
are these signs of fatigue and boredom of life?
okay ppl this is not an emo post.
i'm just thinking deeply.
wondering how would my life be 20 years later?
i think i seriously need some huge motivation.
to keep up with this mundane life.
to keep up with this ever-changing world.

i always fall in love with an open door,
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