work was superrrrrr slack today.
luckily boss went out ard 2pm +
completed my pili MIT :D
then, some ex-manager came back to take his stuffs,
and made me stay and wait for him til 5.30pm :(
asshole lol.


anw, i've found a couple of nice new songs!
Never knew I needed - Ne-Yo
The bird and the worm - Owl City
Time for miracles - Adam Lambert
I must not chase the boys - Play
check them out friends :D


hmmm, TGIF tml,
gonna acc family to shop for groceries,
i'm still wondering if i should invest in contacts!
O____O


huijia's bdae on sat! cant wait! :D
can see her new family member & eva's son.
triple happinesssss.
hopefully i dont have to go to work on sat!


weather's been pretty queer recently,
and i'm feeling sick out of a sudden in the morning.
like some kind of morning sickness,
headache + tummy pain. bleh.
and not to forget, i've been having bad dreams for the past two nights.
i guess something realllllll bad is gonna take place.
OH WELL,
life still goes on, duh.


oh, poor stanley bro & piggie hahaha.
field camp with this kinda weather.
rain, hot sun, rain, hot sun.
G_____G


alright, bedtime soon.
sleep debt!
nights world.

love my nails! HAHAHA.
ok random -.-


He's part of the big plan.


F.

10:32 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

i'm hooked to dramas once again.
great way to pass time :D
how i wished i have 48 hours a day,
24 hours for slping, 8 hours for work,
and 16 hours for dramas & play !
bleh. off to bed, nights world (:

You said we were an Accident,
من شما را دوست دارم

F.

11:26 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

crap. i've made my first major mistake at work.
after half a year. i'm srsly fucked -___-"
i realized i'm getting overly complacent.
which results in oversight of work.
oh shit, i'm getting way too slack.
no, i must learn from my mistake.
no more next times.
sigh. i feel soooo bad and guilty towards my coy.
i really hate mondays zzz.


BOO :(


oh, they have such cool alleys at tw wtf.
i wanna go someday! :(


basketball bowlingball. zomgwtf.
the point is, its HOUSEBALLS!


i love this boy :)
cause i forget to breathe a sec,
each time i see him :B


F.

1:36 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

i'm soooooooo tired.
went out with dear on sat.
caught Halloween 2,
sorry dear, for jumping & scaring you! :x


went chevrons today,
with shixiong, feifei, gh & ahlee =D
oh, there's paramoreeee :x
but no gou ai! :(
yepyep. its gonna be a emo night.
monday bluesssssss.
bleh. life sucks.
i wished it was better.


oh, this is for piggie & stanley bro,
take good care during your outfield!
rmb to hug your wife and sleep,
miss you guys loads ! love ya ! :D


alright, gonna watch one ep of drama,
and off to bed i go.
i'm srsly fucking tired.
nights world.

9:38 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

I don't like myself.
I'm a bad person :(
Boo.


Happy Birthday to you mum,
with love,


F

4:44 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

i know mense shouldnt be a reason to be unreasonable.
i know it shouldnt give me the opportunity to throw tempers.
i know it shouldnt bring me down for no reason.
but that's the way i am.
if i'm a bad person, you don't like me,
well i guess i'll make my own way.


dont wanna hear your sad songs,
dont wanna feel your pain,
when you swear it's all my fault,
cause you know we're not the same.



Well, one day this world is going to end.
Three cheers.


F.

11:59 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

come to think of it,
i should learn to be selective.


sometimes i do things and hurt myself,
way too much. what's the point?
call me dumb.
really, really.


i hate mondays.


F.

10:57 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

i love my wallpaper ! (:



DCW - Ming


F.

11:51 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

i've personally witnessed pure hypocracy in my life today.
moments ago, my dad's big sis came to our house.
her son, who is my cousin, have gotten married,
and his wife gave birth to a baby girl at England i think.
so they came along to pass us one month cakes.


the thing is, after my grandfather (dad's dad) passed on,
like two years ago, my family & my dad's side haven't been on talking terms,
i've got plenty of cousins at my dad's side,
but none of which are even close to me.
somehow there's this barrier since young for both my bro & i.
we used to gather tgt every CNY when my grandpa was ard.
i guess he was the sole purpose of the gatherings.


after my grandpa passed away, he left a will.
quite a fair and just one. but humans are greedy in nature.
my dad's sisters are all fucking rich.
they either live in terraces or bungalows.
drives BM or some branded car.
yet because of money, everybody turned against each other.
seriously, fucking stupid.


and now, my cousin got married,
which my family didnt know of,
and suddenly comes a baby girl -.-
why bother to come all the way from Changi,
just to pass us a few pieces of cakes?
-______-"


luckily i'm so much more closer to my mum's side.
my mum's parents, looked after me since i was young.
though my dad's dad stayed with us.
but i'm still so much closer to my mum's side.
my jiujiu, jiumu, kurt, ah yi, gong gong & po po.
this is what i call true family love.
and not like my dad's side.


alright, enough of the nonsensical blabberings.
went to amk hub this afternoon,
had lunch with feifei and alvin (:
then we spent our afternoon at the arcade lol!
played alot of jubeat. and like what i told alvin,
jubeat is something i'll never master :x
cause i've slow reaction ! :(


drove feifei home, then went home.
gotta go pick my mum from grandparents house soon (:
then dinner at...yet to be decided :x
til then peeps :D


i want to watch meatball in 3d !
who wants, who wants ?



I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief,
where I belong.


F.

5:53 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

weekends are becoming weekdays to me :(
and.. everybody's complaining that i'm getting fatter!
two and half months to my bdae.
two and half months to lose weight!
from today onwards, i shall,
eat lesser, do more exercises!
:(


彩虹的另一端, 有我们的地方.


F.

6:33 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

IMBA! xD

F.

4:53 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

FOB gonna release a compilation of old songs & two new songs.
one of which is "Alpha Dog".
ITS SIMPLY AWESOME.
oh, album's called "Believers never die - greatest hits".
out in stores on 17 Nov 09, dear's bdae! :D



If i'm a bad person,
you don't like me,
well i guess i'll make my own way.


F.

3:14 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

yay i slept through my sunday again :x
and.. 2 more eps before my beloved xfamily ends!
its the bestest tw drama i've ever watched.
i might watch it over again !


alright bedtime,
monday bluess.
:(


你听见了吗?
我为你唱的这首歌,
是为了要证明,
我为了你, 存在的意义.

F.

1:29 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

late nights supper with shixiong, gh, feifei & ahlee (:
neslo rocks. heh. good nights. i'm gg into hibernation.
its sunday!


really, really.
no, i shouldn't be regretting.


where the lines overlap.


F.

2:20 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

i love my mum's cooking.
SIMPLE AND DELICIOUS (:

andand, abit of idol-ing HAHA.
yanyalun ! pretty boy x.x

not forgetting xie he xuan, achord!

MY BF. HAHAHAHA.


good night world (:


F.

11:18 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

life's pretty mundane recently.
being keeping myself home,
infront of taiwan dramas.
p/s : xiu & xiaoyu is so cute !
oh well, idols!


workload have been increased,
from 20 reports to 50 now ! :(
i'm pretty much anticipating ACCA.
gonna go for the talk nx month,
shall work hard for it!


blah, nth much to update about recently.
life is sooooo boring ! :(
i'm outta here. bye!


oh, why do i feel happily happy,
when i hear your voice :x


And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better off when I hit the bottom


You're the only exception.


F.

3:37 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

3 more months to my 21st !
have been looking out for nice key pendants alr :x
found three from tiffany & co.
i love the titanium one alot !
but i'm still open for comments & suggestions :p

blah. work is alright today.
boss striked 4d last week,
gave all of us a lunch treat @ Jack's earlier (:


there are still a couple of items on my want-list!
1. super cool bangles/wristbands
2. nice black earrings
3. black & white tank tops
4. blue extension on my fringe
5. black ring
6. more dresses & tops!
7. a rich bf ! (just kidding ;x)


but i've gotta saveeeeeeeeee.
ACCA's registration begins next month!
which means, playtime is over.
time to get down to business.


oh, 5 more drives tnl?
i'm getting better at parking,
not to mention overtaking SNAIL vehicles.
my mum complains that i drive tooooo fast!
vroooooom !


anyone wants to get me an Audi A5 for my 21st?
HAHAHAHAHA.
alright, not funny :B

that's what you get when you let your heart win.


F.

2:55 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

why did i even gave you a chance to cancel on me?


F.

2:22 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

Thursday night out with besties.
couldn't be better (:

besties + town + homeclub + LGF = AWESOME!

PICTURE TALK!

end of picture talk!

_________________________________________________________

paramore's new album is outtt.
met up with tpt and the rest near midnight yst.
went rounding & chilling at mt faber.
henderson waves.
its a damn good place to slack man.
i'll drive up someday!


i ought to know better,
what i'm doing.
what is right & wrong.
yes, i must change myself.
these aren't what i want.


p/s : yst night was totally awesome (:


F.

7:39 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.