woke up this morning with severe cramps -.-
my day is soooo screwed.
anyway, went to see a doc & took mc for today & tml.
LONG WEEKEND FOR ME :D
just got up from sleep.
yes, i love sleeping.
my part time hobby.
i've to do whats right.
i hate losing myself.
first times.
scandals.
fun & laughter.
when i look you in your eyes.
no, we cannot do this.
not now, at least.
the most i can do.
is wait.
oh well. i'm feeling fucking bad.
yes. add on the guilty.
but everything seems so real.
is there really any turning back?
i myself,
seriously,
doubt so.
FML.
i don't wanna get hooked on green and blue dopes.
F
5:25 PM
said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.