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and i thought my weekend would be boring.
it turned out the other way round.
all in all. it was eventful.


dear visited on fri evening.
chatted and msn-ed rskor,
who was far far away at Australia.
we missed that fair brother.
(: come back soon alright kor,
and stop getting emo. we still love you!


headed for cwp, met up with GH & feifei!
we had Burger King for dinner :D
mushroom swiss ftwwww.
had alot of fun there!
and when we were about to leave,
i accidentally knocked into a tray of rubbish,
with my butt -.-


cause there were this group of guys,
and one of them left the tray like, unstable,
out of place on the next table.
and when i was making my way through,
my butt brushed against it VERY lightly i swear,
and suddenly, "BOOM CRASH BANG"
i went OMG, SHIT. I'M SORRY!
oh well, i couldnt do anything either,
so i practically escaped from the scene ;x


went to play pool at wdls centre.
had fun ! (:
then it was nearly 11.30pm,
and decided to leave.
but on the way back to cwp,
we decided on catching a midnight movie.
and so, we rushed to cwp,
bought tix for the proposal @ 11.40pm.


the proposal is a very romantic comedy.
imagine, when you're about to burst into tears,
and here comes the twist, when the scene turned into a comedy instead.
hahahaha. it was a good one though.
i'll rate it 8/10.
sandra bullocks is darn good.


after movie, all decided to head home.
accompanied dear to the taxi stand.
bid farewell, then feifei told me to walk home.
i'm like O_O okays.
so we literally walked GH home :x
then feifei walked me home ! :D
thanks feifei.


worked on saturday morning,
then left for cwp, met dear there.
took a train down to town.
headed to far east, as planned.
wanted to have long john for lunch!
but the outlet closed alr.
so i suggested for carl's jr (:


dear & i shared a portobello meal.
we bio-ed guys & girls.
typical bengs & chui-ed girls :x
but there was one bespectacled ang moh who was not bad (:
we found out we shared a relative substantial amount of common interests !
then, we went shopping ard.
bought cpl tops together at max&more ! :D
then we went to cine to meet wh.


wh drove us to the cathay, and we slacked there for almost 2 hours!
thanks for the accompaniment man!
oh yeah, we bought dark mocha from starbucks too.
then feifei suddenly appeared out of the blue !
hehehhee. then the camwhoring started :x
now dear has like 1k photos on fb.
i'm next i'm next ! 120 more to go !


then dear & wh left for their date :x
feifei acc-ed me around ps...
we went to yamaha !
anyhow played piano.
and.. i was tempted by the acoustic guitars.
i want a black acoustic guitar for my nx bdae!
any takers ? :X
wahahahhaa.


daniel & tpt called soon after,
so i left ps near 7.30pm, for clarke quay.
and i got lost at The Central's basement wtf!
the escalator was so ulu-ed la. omg.
& i kept following strangers into food places -.-
okay, when i finally found my way UP,
went to the toilet & changed.
then met him at the bus stop.
stupid, fancy changing shoes in the car,
with buses & cars horning at him -.-
duh! and we left for miramar hotel :D


we were greeted by tpt & the married couple.
they were young. groom was 25 & bride was only 21!
if i'm not wrong luh.
shared a table with him, meiyi, desmond, two of tpt's campmates,
two of tpt's sec sch friends & his sec sch chem teacher.
the dinner was good. had my fill.
and things went wrong only after the dinner.


oh well, i shan't go into the details.
but to sum it up, tpt got drunk,
and we had to send him home,
ended up at his place til 6am.
chit chatting about the events that took place.
helping tpt to recover from his hangover ;x
and...i've really learnt alot that night.


daniel sent all of us home.
thanks alot (:
reached home near 7am,
then went to bed.
and i slept through my sunday til 7pm that night.
i was subsequently being woken up by my mum,
with 10mins interval.
she keeps coming into my room & scream.
and i finally couldnt put it off at 7pm +
so i got up ;x


had porridge for dinner,
then bathed & left for cwp.
met meimei, wished her happy bdae (:


DEAR SIS, now that you're a year older,
welcome to the twenties.
stay pretty & happy,
i'm always here for you don't you forget.
and please, STOP thinking that you're fat,
when you're like almost left with bones.
too slim also no figure to flaunt.
get it ?! so quit dieting alright.
i love you.


met them at Siam kitchen while they were having their dessert.
oh yeah, huiyu & mabel were there too (:
went to cineplex to look out for where got ghost timings.
unfortunately, tix were sold out ! :(
so we went ard cwp and walk walk instead.
then we went pass prima deli and saw cakes,
so huiyu suggested buying a small one,
go somewhere sit down and celebrate.


we ended up with a doraemon cake from polar cakes.
headed to a spot outside civic mac,
found a nice area, sat down and let sis cut the cake.
heh, photos are up on fb.
then shortly, all headed home.


reached home ard 10pm +,
koped photos, msned.
and it was near 1am in a blink.
feifei said he was hungry,
and i was hungry too atm,
so we decided to mac @ adm :D


talking about last night,
FUCK MAN. I DROPPED MY ULTRATOUCH.
my heart broke & crashed i tell you.
fuckkkkkkkk.
the battery, and back cover came off.
and i tried reviving the phone immediately.
first attempt, it didnt respond!
i was close to tears i swear.
its as though someone died -.-
then.. i took off everything and re-insert the batt.
LUCKILY it came on !!!!
omg, thank god my phone is doing fine now.


ok, so feifei & i had mac til almost 3am.
i complained to feifei about poly life.
shared fun moments of my sec sch life.
heheheh. then walked home.
turned in ard 3.30am i think.
its pretty queer how i'm still sleepy,
after having a 12 hour sleep ;x


heh, and i got up at 8am this morning!
luckily i wasnt late. phew.
but, doesnt really matter if im late anot though ;x
yeah. lunchtime soon. i'm wondering if i should eat.
and.. its freezing cold in here now !
pouring elephants & monkeys outside.
i can't see distant buildings,
hope the haze goes away with the rain too.
alright, today's post is very very lengthy.
plus, i can't upload photos !
so i'm gonna end here.
til then world (:


Tell me, did you fall from a shooting star?


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Etched with marks, but I can deal.
So maybe I won't be alone,
Take back now, my life you're stealing.
Yesterday was hell,
but today I'm fine without You.


I'm holding on by letting go of you.
We're never meant to be from start.


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sometimes, little things makes me feel happy.
like, receiving a simple sms from a friend.
this made me kind of reminisce the days,
when N could use just three words (no, not i love you)
and he used to make my days :D


life's getting mundane after a while.
like.. you'll really not know what comes next.
always be prepared, cause shit always happens.
and.. never take life too seriously,
else you'll never get out of it alive.


for instance, how a two year relationship can end so abruptly.
how a three year friendship can dissolved just like that.
how a pri school friend can just re-enter your life.
how fast time flies.
oh well. i'm not getting emo about these but.
random thoughts i guess.


i'm not denying that i'm wasting my time,
here. with this job.
yes i've learnt alot,
but, sometimes i asked myself,
are all these what i want?
its very disappointing when i don't have the answers myself.


are all our lives alr carved out for us?
i want to try new things.
sigh.


alright, knocking off in 10.
gotta help sis with her charts.
til then world.


What a match, I'm half-doomed & You're semi-sweet.


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i'm very, very tired.
of everything.


and something's not like you and me.
I know its hard, but its been awhile.

But it's a mistake I'm willing to make,
to feel over the moon.

But i still love, love your great excuse.



FML.



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If You only knew,
what my heart will do,
for You.


Only You can stop the pain,
drag the sun out, and dry the rain.
Only You can kiss these tears,
wash away my deepest fears.
Only You don't want it all,
not now, forever,
anymore.


You took a pencil and erased my happy ending.



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its almost 4am now. yup.
not intending to sleep cause,
i woke up at 6pm earlier on -.-
oh well, my body clock is so screwed.


went on a shopping spree with mum yst.
initially i only had intentions of getting a pair of shoes.
because my current sandals are all.. pathetic.
my right foot's sole's broken in half.
and guess what, i ended up bringing home,
4 pairs of shoes & two tees & lotsa accessories !


well, you can't blame me for getting shoes as cheap as 15.30,
vivocity's such a love. lots of clothes i own comes from there.
yeapp. shopped til nearly 7pm, accompanied my mum awhiles,
for my dad & bro to come for dinner. then i left.
went to city hall to meet sis, bought 21 donuts &
headed for black's 21st bdae celebration,
at downtown.


left home ard 1am, thanks alot YS for sending me home (:


oh yes, had alot of fun on saturday night too !
met feifei for movie ! we watched UP.
its the best disney movie ever screened man.
has its ups & downs.
a tinge of humor, laughter, mystery, touching part & sadness.
its great man. (:


feifei and i were very naughty before the movie ;x
we played at the arcade for awhile, then exchanged a box of childhood item.
its those bubbles. sticky ones.
you have to first squeeze the fluid out of a tube,
then stick them and mould it nicely onto a mini straw.
then blow it up !
(a pity blogger's screwed, i can't upload the photos!)


after blowing, we took photos,
and then i asked feifei to stick them onto a MPV.
HAHAHAHA. feifei stucked one big bubble onto its antenna,
another on the back windscreen LOL.
i think he bursted that.
poor MPV :x


then after that, we had an hour left before the show,
so we went back to the arcade and played the sweets machine.
catch & scoop sweets one, then when the sweet hits the checker,
there's this thingy that will be lighted.
see if it hits 1,2,3 or JP.
aiya i'm sure u guys know what im talking about :x
anw, the point is, feifei is pro can!
and we're damn lucky,
when the bar hitted B, we struck the JP alr !!! :D
like, ONE BIG BAG OF SWEETS,
plus the JP prize (domokun bag) & two nightmare before xmas plushie.
and a toblerone, and a mega EGG :x


then shixiong came to pick us after our movie (:
thanks alot shixiong !!
went to woodgrove's alameen for supperrr.
i had cheese prata, again LOL.
shixiong intro-ed a new prata called prata BOMB.
its actually prata which is BLOATED.
and inside its filled with condensed milk + sugar.
fking swt !
(:


then dear & wh came down to look for us ;x
passed dear all the things we had for her,
chat just a lil while, then we left luh.
thanks for coming down, dear & wh ! :D


thats about it.
as for today, booked tickets for family for GI JOE.
movie started at nine.
its an awesome movie too !!
i'll rate it 8.5/10.
lose transformers a lil,
win UP a lil :D
good plot, suave main lead, hot chick kicking asses.
fking advanced technology, 70% shooting & bombing.
its definitely worth the watch friends (:


heh, alright dad's getting up soon,
gtg. update more soon.
good night world.


Played your game, knowing I will lose.
IMY.


& FML, cause i always fall in love with a wrong guy.


p/s : THANKS to feifei for the blogskin,
& THANKS to dear, for understanding.


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Marie Digby's Avalanche is such a love.


Since when do you come around?
And the temperature's changed, nothing's the same
Left me, in yesterday
You don't see me that way, touched me that way, no more
When you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold


You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made
And the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind


If you only knew, What my heart would do for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand?
Can we pull through this avalanche?


We see what's up ahead, Why do we stay? Watchin' us fadin'
Trapped in, by regret
There's no way out, when there's no way in
And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold


You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made
And the ground is shakin', from all of our mistakes
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind


If you only knew, What my heart would do for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche?


The bond is breaking, and it's taking over, my spirit (quickly, quickly)
Something's shifted, have we drifted too far, apart now?


CAN WE PULL THROUGH THIS AVALANCHE?



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let's see if he's worth the wait.
yea, now isn't the time to make my moves.
its not my game. keep the distance.
shall see how it goes (:
thanks dear, alot.


sometimes i hate myself for,
falling for someone so easily.
like seriously.


i've lost my senses.
but i've found them back.
i won't lose my way,
because there's dear, mmsis & feifei.
because of so many other reasons.


being happy, at the same time, not regretful.
yes. all i want is to be happy.
sensibly. honestly. purely.
but still, i think i'm,
falling for you.


(:



had fun earlier on.
he came to pick me near 10.30pm.
went to loyang dua pek gong,
met up with tpt & his friends.
first time visiting that well-known temple :o
its huge. and pretty.
cause had mense, couldnt hold joss-sticks.
prayed instead. i prayed for my TP lol.
then we left the temple near 12am.
headed for simpang bedok.


tpt's friend led us the wrong way -.-
and he knew how to go, yet just follow.
so.. from expo we went straight down,
all the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to siglap road.
and turned back -.-
i love his street directory man.
i'm gonna get one too :X
not bad, i've learnt new routes today too.


had prata & a cool drink called neslo.
its actually coffee + milo.
tasted like mocha to me (:
its nice !
slacked at the place til 1.15am like that.
there were two large plasmas showing MJ's concert.
his smooth criminal's moves are zomgwtfbbq.


next, headed back to yishun OCC.
yes, played pool. til close.
til the stupid indian lady hurried us to end the game.
near 3am. i saw benjamin from my course o.o
but bet he didnt recognise me luh,
its like a i-know-you-but-you-dont-know-me thingy.
and ziyong just msn-ed me, saw me lol.
why dont friends come and say hi to me when they see me!
rar.


slacked & chit chat at occ's car park til 3.15am.
then he sent me home. thanks (:
near 4am now. no plans for later.
probably go shop with my mum,
i hope i can get up before noon.
oh yah, i personally feel that iphone is such a hassle -.-
not user friendly at all !!!
tpt nearly got screwed by his phone haha.
;x


alright, time to get some rest.
a long weekend is awaiting.
p/s: electrico's what do you see sucked to the core.
they should just scream and die -.-
its the worst NDP theme song i've ever heard.
they might consider switching to mr brown's version.
like hundred times better :D



I'm so sorry but i love you.



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woke up this morning with severe cramps -.-
my day is soooo screwed.
anyway, went to see a doc & took mc for today & tml.
LONG WEEKEND FOR ME :D


just got up from sleep.
yes, i love sleeping.
my part time hobby.


i've to do whats right.
i hate losing myself.
first times.
scandals.
fun & laughter.
when i look you in your eyes.
no, we cannot do this.
not now, at least.
the most i can do.
is wait.


oh well. i'm feeling fucking bad.
yes. add on the guilty.
but everything seems so real.
is there really any turning back?
i myself,
seriously,
doubt so.


FML.


i don't wanna get hooked on green and blue dopes.


F

omg i'm feeling very guilty.
i need someone to listen.
dear, sis, where are you?
:(


F

i've been procrastinating far too much.
for my studies lol.
so i've decided, visit kaplan nx nx sat.
with huijia, to find out more about the course.
:D



and..caught up with black just only.
realized so many things have changed (:
stupid him, say his p plate collect dust.
BLACK KEEP FOR ME, i'll get it from you.
SOON.



yeah. gonna catch a movie later!
half an hour to knock off,
time passed quite quickly today.
big boss visited, along came japanese clients.
yawns. meeting friends tml night.
saturday, shopping with dear :D
hoodiessss.



p/s: i cannot imagine myself mugging alone for ACCA.
big big thanks to huijia, lets work hard for this qualification tgt!
loves.



to dear : YAY! EXAMS OVER FOR YOU.
we can audi til wee hours (:

to mmsis : JIAYOU FOR YOUR TP SIS. loves.
thanks for cleaning your smelly sandals for me :X

to feifei & piggie : thanks for always acc-ing me audi :D
you guys rock.



alright, knock off soon.
long weekend this week.
(Y) !



There's just no one, no one like you.
And if you say goodbye today, I'd ask you to be true.



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i realised,
sometimes i take things too seriously.
way too seriously.
i shouldn't be like this.
i don't like being stucked,
in a confused state of mind.



it's quite reminiscing.
after not hearing to MCR for almost 2 years?
because someone found my music too noisy,
and eventually i changed a lil for him.
but no one cares now :D
welcome back to my life,
yellowcard, sum41, MCR !



come to think of it,
i've totally have no idea what to do this weekend.
so there's no point in taking additional 2 days of mc.
wait til plans are up.



i shouldn't be bothered over being uninvited too.
yes i shouldn't. its stupid lol.
shows who exactly are true friends (:



probably catching a movie with daniel this thurs.
meet up with dear this fri (:
hope dear likes what i have in surprise for her :X
its quite hard to keep the suspense going !
like, i feel like telling her anytime man.
heh.



p/s: who wants to play mahjong ?
& i'm veryyyyyyy boreddddddddddd nowwwwwwwwww.
shall catch some family guy episodes.
booo. good night world.



Bury me in all my favourite colours,
cause the hardest part of these, is leaving you.





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i'm losing myself.
why am i doing all these?
i cant answer myself.
its so..
indescribable.


met up with tpt & daniel & david last night.
daniel came to pick me up ard 8pm, drove to OCC.
met tpt there, played pool.
then david joined us.
whahahaha tpt punched 6bucks.
i punched 4 bucks.
daniel & david punched 8buck :X
i swear tpt is good at distracting man.


headed to northpoint's starbucks after that.
and found out it wasnt 24 hours -.-
stupid paul lie to meeeeeeeeeee.
wanted to go for mac beside it,
but it was damn crowded.
thus, decided on amk's mac at the park.


we shared shaker fries.
i had mocha frappe :D
slacked and chat bout good old days.
til almost 2am +
then they went for a smoke break.
oh ya, daniel damn noob ;x
he mount curb yst LOL.
parallel parking.
okay i know i dont have any rights to laugh,
but still, LOL :X
at least, i feel safe in his cefiro.
as compared to tpt's bike :x


thanks alot daniel,
for picking me up & sending me back :D
HSH after mac. turned in ard 3am +


i'm contemplating on a longer weekend.
prolly take MC on 10th & 11th xD
shall see.


its 2.13pm now.
been busy with reports the whole of this morning.
shall facebook now. play some games.
and once boss' out, nap time ! :X
bahhh. alright, til then !



Welcome to the Black Parade.



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i had a weird dream of you last night.
it's supposedly our 34th. well.
memories we used to have (:



i've been quite sleepy lately.
despite going to bed early.
might be signs of aging man.



i am very, very lazy now atm.
there are plenty of reports awaiting.
and all i want to do is to stare into space,
and think of you.



oh yes, all the best to N & tpt.
one's having btt @ bbdc,
another's having ftt @ ssdc.
GOOD LUCK (:



also, dear jiayou with studiessss!
alright, i dont have much to blog about this afternoon.
might be meeting tpt & daniel to slack at night.



You're so cute when you're slurring your speech
FOR YOU I GO AGAIN.



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