you know what,
i love blogging here about my thoughts,
because this is the only place where,
i can voice out everything,
without any rebutts or argueing with you.


after a month plus has passed,
i moved on. you didnt.
you wanted me to tell you how.
i suggested ways,
instead of appreciating my efforts,
you're still like before,
turning the tables against me over again.


you need someone,
you want me to care about your feelings,
you want me to respect you,
you're expecting way too much from me.


have you ever thought of this.
you weren't there for me when i needed someone,
you dont care about my feelings, who does?
you don't respect me, let alone my friends.
and last, i expect nothing from you at all.


you claimed to understand me,
you claimed to be a grown up.
but why is it i'm feeling the total opposite of those ?
you don't understand me a bit at all.
if you do, you won't even, til this point of time,
still argue with me, even over smallest issues like,
whether i clip or not clip my fringe is better.


dyou really think you've grown up?
i'm seriously getting sick of all this.
when i try my best to talk to you nicely,
it always ends badly.
please don't blame me for all these.
it's what you're asking for.
and also,
i am really not the person you should be looking for.
cause i can't help you anymore.


i thought you would change after this broken relationship.
but hell no,
you're still as before.


ignts.
F

1:07 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.