I'm totally enervated now.
tummy aches & backaches.
went home after work,
played audi with dear til late afternoon.
didn't catch a movie with shixiong,
but we ended up at the Woodlands Stadium lols.


met shixiong ard 5.30pm,
hopped on his motor and he rode us to the stadium.
the rides are getting less scarier (:
there were quite a handful of runners this afternoon.
like at least 20 on the tracks.
aunties, uncles, teens, kids, you name it.


ran 4 rounds w/o halt initially,
then took a rest, where shixiong was warming up.
what the hell. the difference between a sprinter and a lazy bum like me.
when i tried to catch up with shixiong, who was walking,
i ran, but didnt managed to reach him -.-
god.


so we took our own paces.
shixiong did 200m sprint then walked 200m.
his speed training i guess.
so all in all, i ran/walked another 4 rounds (:
then we headed to the fitness corner.


i did like 50 sit-ups, which caused my tummy to ache badly now :(
and didnt do much other than that LOL.
shixiong did his chin-ups & crunches, etc.
chit chat for quite awhile there :)
wanted to hit another 2 rounds after sometime,
but shixiong said he cooled down alr, cannot run luh.
so we went back to the lockers !


i changed outta my shoes and shixiong went to shower.
then he gave me a lift home :D THANKS.
reached home nearly 7.45pm,
had dinner, cooled down.
went down for badm at 8pm,
well, for my brother :)


today's session didnt last long cause we ran out of shuttles ! :(
played til like 9pm+ and went home luh.
and thanks peok, for the bbt :D


i'm gonna turn in quite early laters.
super tired. i can feel the strain just by reaching out for my mouse -.-
and oh yah, i realized something important today.
after so many things you said.
i realized, that i'm going way too far out for you.
its time to stop. because doing so much might result in irritation.
or rather, more unhappiness.
i should just let things be the way it is.
i'm sure, we'll be, if we're meant to.
(: Cheers.


p/s : dear, you should know what im blabbering about right?


For you. Extracted from,
The Saturdays - Chasing Lights.


I've been doing this my way, your way, our way,
I can't make it work
When all I have is not enough
I've been doing all I can, my plan, your plan
and all I get is hurt
This game we're playing has to stop

I've got you stuck in my head
And all you do is breaking me,
I can't continue taking this
I've tried my best to understand
But I cannot make sense of you,
I've got to take a stand and baby

I don't wanna waste another day
I don't wanna live my life this way
I'm tired, I just wanna lie back down and
I don't wanna waste another night
I don't wanna keep on chasing lights
So go on, go on, go on, go on, go on, go on, bye, bye

I remember I met you,
let you get your way in everything
You took complete control of me
I remember you lying, crying, trying to get away with it
But now I know cos now I see

I believed all that you said
I never questioned any lies and never opened up my eyes
And no your words got me mislead
But I am standing, I'm alive,
I never had you on my side.


F

11:32 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.