sigh. why do people get what they want,
yet i'm like always giving in to others.


i've grown, and learnt alot from my workplace.
not only in terms of accounting knowledge,
but also the definition of life.
how to be a good colleague,
and what to keep to myself, and what not to.


somethings my colleagues tells me,
they want me to keep it to myself.
and seriously, not knowing is blissful.
after knowing some "secrets" of theirs,
it made me felt even more guilty, and envious.
yet i've to keep them to myself.


i've made a few mistakes too.
but i've learn from them.
thanks to my colleagues.
yet the irony is, some can really get me real mad at times.
so i've learnt to take it easy.
like what someone said before,
dont take life too seriously,
or you'll never get out of it alive.


how true.


so my temporary solution to all my problems is,
play "Happy" by Natasha Bedingfield.
i don't know why or how,
but the song just cheers me up.
perhaps its because of the lyrics,
perhaps its because of the melody,
perhaps its because of the sender.
so many perhaps.
but the fact is, this song really brought me through
plenty of difficult times.
i'm not exaggerating, yeah.


last night, when i was on the way to expo.
he smsed me, flooding me with memories i don't wanna bring up,
that is, at least, for now.
nearly, once again, i was brought to tears.
but i knew what i wanted.
i want to move on.
thus, i told my brother to play Happy in the car.
and immediately i was shocked by his reply,
"Sis, are u feeling sad? why u keep listening to this song."
i was like, wow he understands me :)


i rmbed another time my brother ever said smth so nice was,
out of nowhere he told me he's starting to dislike my ex.
i'm like, why?? i thought u liked him.
then i pondered over the reasons and asked him,
is it because he's taller than you?
or is it because he doesnt reply to your smses.
and guess what was his reply.
"Because he made you sad."
my heart melted.


oh my, my brother has grown up.
he actually understands me !
i'm so happy seriously :D


so i've decided to live my life happily.
just a moment ago, as i was telling alvin,
why should i get so mad over my colleague!
he's not worth to get mad over.
alright. its 3pm now.
shall play some fb & knock off soon!
badminton laterssss.



byebye world.



someone just tell me, that its okay now.
what are you worrying about?
got my dreams, got my life, got my love,
got my friends, got the sunshine above.

why am i making this hard on myself,
when there's so many beautiful reasons,
i have to be happy.