i'm going blind.
got this pimply lump under my right upper eyelide.
it's very very irritating & painful :(
sigh. why will like that !


weird, probably due to the weather,
i've been feeling damnnnn sleepy.
keep falling aslp at work x.x
despite sleeping at 11pm last night,
i slept for an hour just only -.-
i think my body is screwing up alr lol.


anyway, been a tiring day yst.
went to work, then after work,
my family came to pick me :D
went to E-Hub to bowl.
DAMN. the receptionist there should just get sacked.
she refuses to give us 2 lanes,
we have like FOUR bowlers leh.
walaos. damn spoiler.
anyway, we bowled til like 9pm.
then went to mac for dinner.


hsh after that, then went online for awhiles,
and went to bed. like freaking early can ;x


anw, i dont know whats wrong recently.
have i become overly sensitive, like what nic said ?
or are ppl around me over-reacting.
its really maddening when i'm so in the mood to do something,
then for some stupid reasons, spoil everything.
fuck lah srsly. zzz.
i'm sorry, i just needed to complain.


and, thanks kwongie,
for introducing this damn good song by Lifehouse.
i think they're underrated too.

Blind - Lifehouse
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go


&
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer .


F.

2:33 PM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.