i'm feeling pretty lethargic now.
as if fever may come down on me anytime.
plus a lil of emo-ness,
i don't feel really good this morning :(


one day, what if all of us only had 10mins before the world ends?
what would you guys do ?
i'll probably tell my friends i love them for the last time,
and hug my family to sleep.


what peok said last night was true.
about the time frame, understanding & knowledge of you,
it all happened just too quickly, sub-consciously.
i took a step back & thought.


Anyw, 30 Days from nevershoutnever!

30 days till Christmas and I know
Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year
I have so much to show
One more month and all I need
Is a sign from you, that you think of me
If you don't, than please just say so
Cause all I do, is think of you

And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see
I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
And I'll send it your way
So you see why I love you

Who would've thought that someone like me
Could've fallen in love so easily
I know that you know that I know what I want
I know I can't have it but give it a thought
I know that it sounds crazy, baby
But all I do is think of you

And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see
I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
And I'll send it your way
So you see why I love...

Every you through my way
I know it's hard to say, but it's a crying shame
That I came all this way, with so much to say,
But all that came out was "happy holiday"
A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody who love a place to lay my head
But I got 30 days and I'ma make them count
Cause I can't call it Christmas without someone to smile about.

11:11 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.