dear friends,
thanks for everything.
this morning, i woke up and upon receiving a text msg,
i knew my day was made :)
it goes :
If someone you love hurt you,
and made you cried a river,
build a bridge,
and get over it.
And i'll be there to give you a helping hand,
in building that bridge.
from : N
ps : at times, you might not understand whats going on.
but thanks for defining "move on" and "get over it".
and quit showing your poker face ;x
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My dear dear Ferinna,
i understand your pain.
Don't cry too much ok?
Keep yourself occupied.
I'll be around if you ever need me.
Stay strong. I know you are strong.
Whenever you feel you can't take it, give me a call, I love you.
So must take care.
Your friends and i will be your life buoy ok?
Lean on us. :)
from : Angeline dear.
ps : Dear, you got your own problems too,
i really appreciate your concern for me,
but not to worry alright ?
i've moved on. living life to its fullest.
you too, got anything feel free to look for me,
dont emo alone alright ! :D
love you.
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Be strong sis. Think on a brighter side.
Go home cry it all out than stand up again to move on.
Hao ma?
from : mm sis.
ps : thanks for being there, love you loads.
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Within a month, so many things happened.
to him :
You really really make me feel very bad about the whole thing.
You make me feel like hiding in my shell,
i know you need me, but i'm sry to say that,
i can live life without you.
well, maybe, you dont have much true friends,
so you can only take it out on yourself.
i dont blame you. however, you got to learn.
learn how to let go & start afresh.
learn how to be a better person.
to be a better boyfriend for your next girl.
reasons that i turn you down for meet ups,
because i dont want you to get hurt further.
it might not matter to you, but it does, at least, to me.
and please, DO NOT ever take your life for granted.
come to think about it, is it worth taking your life for me -.-
people willl laugh out loud man seriously.
i'm just an ordinary bad girlfriend,
who's always saying the wrong things,
and true enough, i dont even show basic care for you.
there's no turning back for us.
but i'm glad to keep this 2 yrs 7 mths as very nice memories.
thanks for the memories.
and i truely believe this is the best for us.
Please move on.
I'm sure your mum would be heartbroken to see you this way.
and i know its my fault, for not giving you any chances.
Thus, stay happy.
your presence is appreciated by many many other people in your life.
not just me :)
With this, i end this post with a big big smile.
Be happy always.
and ps : i will never bring up or talk about this relationship anymore.
1:54 PM
said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.