was browsing through my pictures in my desktop.
came across a few and started to wonder,
where have my friends gone to ?
facing the current situation and the photos,
it seems like there's a feeling of contradictory surpressed within.


i've kinda realised who are my true friends.
friends that will reply to your smses, msn, and calls.
friends that will be there for you when you need them.
and not friends who go missing during holidays, exam periods.
i've got some friends whom i feel that they take me for granted,
only when they need me, then they'll show up.
otherwise, its practically impossible to contact them.


some of them can even fail to turn up for chalet,
without even giving any notice to anyone.
then the next day, comes a sms from her,
asking me about my results. lol?
i was very disappointed and pissed at that point of time.
goes to show their personality and character?
lol. sometimes i ask myself, why do i have this type of friend?


even my bowling friends,
once ever so close.
but seldom contact each other nowadays.
fragile man i tell you.

bf having fever in NS,
feeling down too,
hope he gets well soon.


sorry for this emo post,
just wanted to say these out.
and also, i want to thank my friends,
sis, mm, kwong, feifei, black, perper, ys and some other peeps.

my best sis.