like finally, i'm back blogging .
it took like so many months for me to find a skin that i like .
anyways , i've been wanting to blog my thoughts ,
since the two stressful weeks of CA2 .
so many things has happened .
and all of the disheartening ones are relating to closest friends in poly .


i dont have the energy to type out every single event that happened ,
but . all in all , i'm so utterly disappointed in - friendships .
perhaps , its their fault .
perhaps , its entirely my fault .
i dont wanna judge and make comments .
but still , i didnt know that our friendship was that fragile .


alright , specifically - me and my best tag team partner's friendship is strained .
its so unexpected how things turned out like that .
the recent incidents further proven your character and our friendship .
i admit that i'm a person who puts bf as no.1 in my heart .
no doubt about that , but . shouldnt friends understand such a simple logic ?
perhaps you have not experienced this type of love ,
where you will not be sick of seeing the one you love everyday .


i had high hopes that we'd be fine after clearing up things .
taken into consideration the words you blogged ,
and that my bf didnt continue to pursue over it ,
i really thought we would be fine .
but i was so wrong .
the manner we spoke to each other was so formal ,
as if we're strangers .
i feel so hurt inside .
those replies you gave me , tells everything .
sigh .

how?
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started working at dear's mum shop today at sungei kadut's Hawkerway.
it was quite tedious ! but not that tiring compared to working at BL .
major lesson learnt today - its not easy afterall to manage just a small kuehkueh business .
hope dear's mum enjoys her 9days Switzerland trip ! bon voyageee ! :D

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Dedicated to rouhui ,

thanks sis for that post . i'm really very touched about that . yes of course i do remember ,
all the precious memories we had during our secondary school days .
the fun and laughter we had . the mugging periods .
shopping time together .
well sis , i wasnt attached that time yeah ? =X
anyway , im so glad that at least you understand me .
you wrote out almost everything i felt ,
thank you (:

i enjoyed that 2hrs + chat with you at adm mac too .
catching up with your recent lifestyle , V-thingy =X
hahahaha . one thing for sure ,
you're my only true friend .
i've realised this since that day we had our chat .
indeed you stood by me thruout my emo days .
i shant and wont forget you sis .
meet up sooon i promise ! =D

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ALRIGHT . lengthy post there .
update soon !
tml going to the ZOOOOO with dear .
he've got complimentary tix from his company (:
swt. good nights world .

i love you, weilong !
my bigfatpiggggy !

12:26 AM

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.