don't besties be there for one another,
when they need each other ?
do they cancel on each other?
the best part is without giving one another any reason.


i know i will never be anyone's best friend.
but i really treat you ppl as my best friends.
no i'm not blaming or whatsoever,
but i just want to let you guys know that,
you all play an important part in my life.
and i'll be there if you ever need me.


maybe it all boils down to me.
root of all problems.
hmmmm.


work was pretty mundane today.
i figured how to operate the damn dot matrix printer!
something new i learnt.
had lunch with huijia at cwp :)
so nice of her to come down to cwp haha,
but girl, before you move to amk you better frequent cwp ok!
we can eat snake talk cock gossip tgt :D
EVAAAA please join us if you're free too (:


meeting both of them tml for dinner @ westmall :D
cant wait, heh. i swear we're gonna take photos tml!
i guess both of them are prolly my only best polyfriends.
like, we still keep in touch and stuff (:


baaaah. just spoke to cl about some boggling stuffs.
but come to think of it, like what angie said,
he isnt worth getting troubled over. yeah.
maybe when you read this you'll feel hurt or what,
but this is nothing compared to the hurt half a year back.


i understand you were left alone, betrayed by me.
yes i know. you were hurt like nobody's business.
but have you ever thought of how much i gave up for you back then?
my family, my friends, everything impt.
although i keep emphasizing that friends and you are equivalent,
but you know that you're ahead of friends.
oh well. forget it. a leopard will never change its spots.
i'm still feeling like half a year back,
nth i say is right. you're forever challenging me.
don't even tell me you feel smth for me,
when you can't even respect and understand me.


i must admit i've changed too.
but at least, i've learnt how to love my family & friends more.
argh. ok forget it, i'm in no position to comment about you.
because i myself isnt anywhere better.
i'm sorry.


sometimes i really wished that whatever i blogged here,
is rather more of enriching than being more of emotional posts.
but it seems that my life is this way.


i think i really need ppl like nic to make my days.
to give me the motivation to stay happy.
even though everything he says are cliches,
but at least it brings the liveliness out in me.
but i guess there wont be such person anymore.


FML.



Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry.
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.


Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, Comin' in tails.
Heads on a science apart.


Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.


No, I'm not going back to the start.


(The Scientist)


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